Salamander

going home, or moving 
between all of the ponds
which have nourished your
spirit but remained isolated. 

You crawl on your belly
through the mud to find 
a new pond to meet new 
fish friends and fish food. 

You tell them about your
other ponds and friends. 
You use discrepancies as 
currency for fish food. 

But you're not a fish,
you're a salamander and 
before long you don't know
if you're a real fish-friend or fishmonger. 

You crawl on your belly 
back to one pond and another. 

You go home and tell your 
home fish about water temperatures
and acidity and mercury and fish food. 
But you're not a fish, you're a salamander. 

You go home every time you drag
your belly across the mud with fierce
conviction that the ponds are related some how. 

And it all seems rather pointless but
you love fish, and love the ponds that you 
crawl between on your belly, 
gently pushing mud to the side, 

You love that small trickle of water 
that follows you from pond to pond, 
You dream of that small trickle 
turning into a tapestry of streams. 







4 comments:

  1. omg i just started writing a poem featuring fish food. what gives. also obvi relate to the pond life deeply, especially dragging belly w conviction <3

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  2. "tapestry of streams" is so lovely

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