curl up in an anti thought let it hum you
sleepless, dreaming of a parsley farm
blood like a message, real deal
face upside down in the mirror
have you ever actually known?
when i couldn't think about soft looks
without crying, connection ache
for sun, for baby animals, for the imprint of food
you set before me, powerless pleasure,
steam in the shower,
herbs of the earth
feeling this love as much as
recalling not feeling
this love,
body of ocean,
and lightening
now practice reaching
across yourself